February 25,2010

Expectations and isolation,
are the key things to life.
Wondering where your gonna die.
Girls wish to love..
Boys wish to love girls,
Vice versa when it comes to
Bisexuals.
Emptiness in the mind and soul.
There are some expectations,
but you don't know where to go.
You wish to love,
But then again,
You wish to be loved by someone.
Then you wish to die,
And you cry all night,
Wondering when this agony is going to end.
Now your lost,
In the middle of everything you got.
You lose one thing,
Then another,
How long did this take?
For you to fail like this.
How long did this take?
For you to have this much woe.
Oh lord,
Save whom life that is suffering
This way.
Today and tomorrow,
Forever hold your peace,
AMEN.

February 18, 2010

Stressing like a fish,
trying to escape from a hook.
Hanging from this string,
But I don't know where to look.
In my mind,
all I think is you.
But your anonymous,
So where are you?
I'm leaving today,
Where can you be?
So I can have one last kiss.
At last,
You come my way,
gave me a letter.
Which said,
I'll meet you tomorrow.
In the other side.
And you'll be mine,
forever mines.
See you tomorrow,
ßut not tøday.

February 11,2010

Knowledge is something we can't fix. We desperately need it. Though when we use it,We find ourselves in a position, where we are stuck in the middle. I believe we are all messes of some kind of flaws. We can't fix our problems and when we do, its like a mess fixing its own mess. Where is whom who made this mess, and why can't they fix it themselves. We are a mess to the world. and saving it won't do. Clothes cant pick up it self, Gases cant walk away, we just need to pray to our leader whom God is, to clean it up and save us from a dreaded disaster. All we can do is watch and clean, As the weather is a mixture of God's own feelings. We have to deal with his emotions, and his choices he chooses for us to take. God is our savior, therefore let him take my soul and my body stays where I lead my people, my family and those who I love the most. My mess won't do, and I already cleaned up for my last supper. For I am filled up with joy, let me live once more, and let me live a long life. Amen.

February 4, 2010

the tension in my head is killing me
the clearness of my mind
is telling me that I am not alive,
you come to me telling that you love me
and my heart rises as I look into
your eyes.
what did I do to deserve your sweet touch.
tears crawling down my face
because I've been hurt so in the past.
and the happiness you bring me will never die.
oh how i love you so much,
oh how my heart sings for you.
and how i still focus on my work,
while your next to me,
holding me and never letting go.
your a dream come true.
and I've been waiting for this everlong.
I can never tell that your wrong,
and this is a way of me telling you,
that I'm madly in love with you too.
Because you told me last night.
You kissed my forehead sometime around midnight.

Febuary 1, 2010

Oh how sweet your lips look,
oh how I want to touch,
With my lips.
Your hands too,
Oh how I want to hold,
with my own.
Your smile,
You smile so gracefully.
How I wish I was with you,
So you can make me happy.
I miss your hugs,
and I miss your presence around me.
Oh how did this came to be.
You kissed me,
the last time we met,
and if only I can remember your lips.
If only you were here with me,
and grant my wish.
I want you,
and you want me too.
The only fear is not seeing you,
every again.
Because I miss you,
and I want you.
Come back,
best friend.