January 21, 2010

Oh today,
is a new day for me.
Oh how you came with happiness
to me.
Smelling the raindrops,
we felt today.
Wailing that the sky has fallen,
because of the rain.
Lets run in circles,
and blow our head out today.
And lets scream,
Hallelujah!
because your with me.
And lets kiss the night away,
cuddle in bed and watch
Child's Play.
and I will watch the moon shine,
Sometime around midnight.

January 14,2010

A new year,
started as hell.
I cant bear to tell.
Agony is coming back,
and too much stuff is on my back.
I want to be happy again.
oh how I wish I had my friend.
I'm so isolated because everyone is somewhere else.
and I'm just here laying on my couch.
looking at the ceiling,
wondering why everything went so wrong.
It was me who made this huge fall.
Beating myself up by lacking off work.
Punishing myself because I cant make it work.
Knowing he'll never come my way.
Though I'm always here to say,
I'm sorry.
But I'm tired, I'm tired of saying this all the time.
Please give me another try.
For I am wounded, and scared.
I rather be with you then the floor.
Shot me in the heart,
as I'm dying away.
You walked out the door to say.....
Goodbye.